Let it Go

The topic above I got it from a song sang by one of my favorite singer from my favorite group. Well actually it is a nice song, i really like it, but my sister don't like it. Haha. I write this because i want to say something. I don't want go back to Sarawak. I don't have passion to study. I don't know why. My mom always compared me with her nephew. Oh My Allah it is so terrible. I hate to heard that. When my mom keep saying that i feel like i want to kill my cousin. I don't know why, my mom make me hate her( my cousin). Ya Allah, help me. I think i don't want to live anymore, it doesn't mean i want to kill my self. I'll never do that and it is a sins. I just want to get out from this world with His bless. InsyaAllah. Amin

What should i do?

Assalamualaikum wbt..

 Hmm. Aku betul2 suka kat M. AKu tak tau nak buat macam mana weh. Aku tahu dye tak akan suka kat aku ni. Ye lah, tak berapa cantik, x berapa pandai dan macam2 lagi lah. M tu pulak dah lah pandai, Kacak, dan alim lah. AKu betul2 suka kat dye, sangat2 suka kat dye lah. Tapi macam mana nak dia terpikat kat aku nih? Ada apa2 tips tak untuk aku buat supaya dye cinta dan sayangkan aku. Hmmm. Aku tengah berusaha nak tackle dye, tapi tak berkesan lah, Dye tu dah lah jarang2 online, Aku pun 1 lah, nak tackle dye last2 minute, mane menjadikan. Tak pe2, aku akan berusaha untuk dapatkan dye walau apapun terjadi coz aku betul2 suka dan sayang+ cintakan dye. M na saranghae yoo..